I actually got a smite off an old post of mine in this thread yesterday. It was gray and left to comment, so I don't know who it was, but that's how I found out the thread was still open. So bizarre.
I checked Toni's blog for the first time in months. I believe she is now promising to post the "whole" story. Because she was apparently holding something back before? I don't know...like Miller said, it impacts me very little. It's just sad at this point.