
Originally Posted by
Jinkasaurus
I think a big part of Jodi's anger toward Travis is that he had sex with her after they broke up but kept it on the down low.
She talks about that in her original 48 Hours interview, in her attempt to get a plea deal (which interesting to note is that people plead down on charges, not UP, so the fact that she asked for 2nd degree murder says a lot there), and in her interview after the verdict.
I think this is one factor of many that fuels her rage toward Travis. That he was this popular motivational speaker who also happened to be Mormon (which means no sex before marriage), and he clearly put that out as his public persona, all the while getting down and dirty with her behind closed doors, and making it clear he didn't consider wife material, and that he was moving on. I think that enraged her.
If he had been pulling that with a more stable woman, she would have gotten the hint (like the ones the Hughes tried to give Jodi) and walked away.
Jodi had decided that this was the man for her. He had the money, the house, the cars, the social popularity. And she found him sexually attractive. He was her ticket to the good life.
The fact that he didn't want her was the barbeque, and the fact that he kept having sex with her even though he didn't really want her, was the gasoline poured on top of it.
I can understand why that would make her angry. But her problem is that she wasn't smart enough to disentangle herself from this situation. She had to get back at him and punish him for it. She wasn't going to let Travis get away with treating her like trash. She can't see that it was entirely her own choice to serve herself up on a silver platter over and over again. That is 100% on her. She is just enraged that all her efforts to snag her prey didn't work. And so he had to pay the price for that.
And I think now she relishes the fact that no one knows exactly what happened in that bathroom that day. The descriptions made in court probably come close, but only she knows exactly how it went down. And I also think she loves the fact that she had so much power over Travis sexually. She makes the comment in the original 48 Hours episode that no one except she and Travis know what went on behind closed doors. I think this makes her feel like she possesses him in some way. And the fact that she killed him enhances that feeling of possession. And the fact that all these people want to know exactly how she killed him just enhances the feelings of control and ownership that she has.
I think the small grin she made as she walked away at the very end of the interview after her verdict reveals it all - its the duper's delight smile.