
Don't you dare let anything I saw make you feel 'stupid'.

If there's anything stupid that ever appears on this thread that is connected to my thoughts, opinions or typing, I own it.

You're right in interpreting what I said about Jodi Arias as wanting to appear, educated, smart, etc. beyond what the record of her achievements would demonstrate. That's an O.K. little deception. Almost everybody embellishes their status and achievements in one way or another--some a lot, some a little. Jodi does it on stilts. This creature took it to new heights and without doing the work, tried to carry off the role and she used it to invade and disrupt the lives of any others that she caught in her crosshairs; trying to make them pay deference to her and twisting them to her purposes. She passed herself off not as superior or accomplished by virtue of education, achievement, hard work, etc. but as inherently superior over others. She used everything and everybody, even the Mormon Church, and the Community in Mesa. She has some advanced verbal skills that could be a gift, but in her case are a curse. She knows the words, but has nothing worth saying. Jodi Arias is like the teenagers the teacher on this post spoke about recently. They only understand and use one pronoun, "I" and "me." That's O.K. in teenagers. We all expect it and they grow out of it.
In a nutshell, the photo of Jodi Arias with the black friend at a peformance of Othello at Ashland in 2008, is an example of what she did to all her 'men.' She's denying the guy his own dignity and then covering herself by bestowing a greater one upon him. The 'gift of Jodi." She picks a black guy and calls him Othello. Why? Cause the title of the Drama is "Othello, the Moor of Venice," who was probably dark-skinned. The great, smart, Jodi Arias is going to enrich and expand this guy's life with a caption under of picture of him and her on My Space. "Wouldn't he make a great Othello?" she writes. And,, standing beside him, the implied message is, "and here am I, the great Jodi Arias, adding a dimension to his life that he never knew he didn't have." I wonder what the guy thought. Well, for one thing, the essence of Othello isn't black skin. Anybody, anybody, who has read or seen the Drama soon recognizes that. Secondly, great actors have played Othello, some were black, some were white. They all wore makeup. Sir Lawrence Olivier, was one of the greatest.
In short, the deal she tried to make with Travis was kind of the same. "I will give you everything I have. I will bring a new dimension to your life. I will bring you things you don't know you never had. I will do this for you, Travis. In return, you must do the same for me." She ups the Ante by tossing in words like, 'monogamous' 'spiritual' 'acknowledge' blah, blah, all the while promoting his 'greatness' in unwanted ways, and she goes on and on about how she bragged about him in every medium she had access to and every place she went and that
Travis should do the same for her. She lives in this false world that exists only in her own obsessed and distorted brain and calls that her truth. Read her messages to him. Travis saw through her and said, "No Deal. Number one, you don't have anything and you certainly don't have anything I want. Besides that, you invade my privacy, take my stuff and embarrass me in front of my old and good friends" So, because he refused 'the gift of Jodi Arias,' she killed him. She didn't stop there, though. Even after his death, she was claiming and redeeming him, arrogantly employing what she perceives as her superior status. Jodi Arias thinks she doesn't have to be worthy of someone else; they have to be worthy of her. Didn't you hear her tell Det. Flores, "Travis came from a real bad background you know, etc., etc., but he was a very special person. I know." She kept it up, redeeming Travis while she was living in her shabby bolt-hole in grandma and grandpa's house. She did it right up to she was caught. Breathtaking arrogance with devastatingly tragic consequences. Now, she's taking his 'greatness' apart to save her own empty miserable life.
There's a Drama in this. One of the themes? "Beware of those who want to redeem your life", or maybe "Ugly things can come wrapped in pretty packages," or ............take your pick. It's all been done before.
I gotta stop! Ask me any questions you want. I'll try to inject more clarity into my answers. Jodi is back on the stand tomorrow. Listen to her. Watch her. She
never tells the truth. Never! The best you can say for her is that 'she is lying' or 'she isn't lying.' She doesn't understand truth. Truth lives somewhere outside of her and she doesn't recognize it and one irrefutable truth that lives outside her and that she will never connect to is that the lives of others are just as important as her own and that she is a murderer..

