Originally Posted by
Justice11
Entry #7
February 13, 2013
Dear Diary,
Well, today's testimony left me a little "unsettled." I accidentally got lost a few times while Nurmi was asking me questions. There is just so much that I want to say. I really hope we get to talk about everything we have already discussed again tomorrow. I feel it is important for the jury to be able to memorize every facet of my life. After all, this trial is all about me. I am just so glad that Nurmi understands that.
I will admit that I peed in my pants a little today. At first I thought it was just KY Jelly leakage (if I had a dollar every time that happened!) But then I realized what happened. It was because Martinez started asking me about my lies, I mean my testimony. How dare he! Nurmi and I already agreed that if we use up enough time Martinez might die before he gets a chance to cross examine me. He is so old. Almost as old as Daryl. If only I could, um, speed up the process.
I was so glad I was able to tell the jury again how monogamous I am. Sure, I was trying to hook up with Abe, John, Steve, and Ryan (just to name a few.) But, I didn't want a "relationship" with them. I just wanted buttsecks.
Why can't everyone see that this was just a time in my life when I was not making good choices for myself. Killing Travis was just another one of those bad choices. Everyone makes bad choices sometimes. We should just move on. I know I have.
In closing I want to share a poem I wrote today.
What wonderith do I see,
when I looketh towards the gallery.
First my eyes lighteth upon,
a mean old man named Juan.
He maketh me want to lear,
he instilleth in me a great fear.
Fortune is mine when I next see,
A man of vastness, who protecteth me.
My family is there, offering support,
I wish it were they, on trial in this court.
Beyond all the people is a door,
that leads to freedom and more.
Soon that freedom shall belongeth to me,
When my innocence everyone shall see.
Till next time,
Jodi
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