He said the most painful revelation was learning investigators believe some of the children were aware of what was happening to them.
“My kids suffered,” Harmon said.
“To poison them and also to stab them– there's a special place in hell for people like that,” said Harmon.
The chief said handwritten notes found inside the apartment by Steadman and Myers allege abuse by Harmon, claiming they did what they did to protect the children.
“One of the earliest pieces of evidence recovered was a handwritten letter signed with Amy Stedman's name.In that letter, the author accepts responsibility for what occurred and states that they believed killing the children was the only way to keep them safe from alleged abuse in Utah,” said Chief Rabbitt.
Investigators also recovered a series of handwritten notes that appeared to have been written by Sarah Myers.
“Although those writings were unsigned, the author repeatedly referred to ‘my babies' and expressed anger towards the Utah County Court system, made allegations that she and the children had been abused while living in Utah and complained that she had been unable to obtain legal representation,” the chief recounted.