From a blog -

your gone baby. Your gone for good. I loved you so much. why. Thats all I can ask myself. Why. Why couldn't I help you. Why wasn't I good enough to stop you from hurting yourself. Why did you have to leave me this way. I dream could once again feel there pleasures. I wish that you can only read what I am wrting but it is impossible now. Your beautiful you know that. From your head down to your toes. You told me that alot. I wanted you to know you were too if not more gorgeous than any one man i have set eyes on. I love you baby and I will always think of you. I will love you no matter what. Whether you are here or there, whereever that may be. All I can do now is hope that one day we will meet again. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL OF about you every night. You fill my every thought and I wait for the day when we are together again. It's almost like this can't be happening. Like I'm dreaming about you and it's one of those dreams I don't want to have. I'm so lost without you. I'm lost without your voice, your thoughts, your touch, I wish i MY HEART KEITH MICHAEL NOLAN!!!!