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Sunday, June 29, 2008

To everyone.... I love you
Current mood: confused

Fuck you and fuck this life. I have failed at everything that I have tried for. I gave my blood and everything I got for her and what do I have to show? Nothing. This life is a disgrace and I will be part of it no more. Katy and Jessie, I love you very much and I hope you will live a better life then I have. Mom and Dad; Thank you for everything! Life wasn't perfect but I couldn't of asked for better parents. To all my friends; I'm sorry I wasn't strong enough. Heather; I gave every ounce of energy and love to you, I'm sorry I couldn't give more. I'm sad about the life you've chosen and the love you don't have fr me. It wasn't good enough for you and I'm sorry I failed. Josh, my brother, be good. Do something great with your life. Never settle for anything and never let someone else determine your life and future. Finish High school and go to college; you have the ability to be so much smarter then me and I believe you can do great things.

I'm sorry I couldn't be stronger.