From a blog -

Today a terrible thing happened. if you do not already know then u probably will not even care. this afternoon one of the most loved people in the world hung herself. she put on makeup. she fixed her hair. she put on nice clothes. she did not however wear shoes, because she wrote in her note that she wanted to feel the grass underneath her feet one last time. she went down to her favorite spot beside the black ranch pond, and spent her final minutes gazeing at all she loved. she said goodby to her freinds by sending a simple text saying i love you and wil miss you. she was found later that afternoon in a tree by the pond dead. she was an outdoors persn, and i think she would have enjoyed her final moments there by the pond. I talked to her the night before all this and had no hint of what was to come. Her name will not be forgot and her life never die because we willnot let her. now i dont know if you will get this where u are, but i hope you do.

I will engrave your name upon the bloody mass that is now my heart. the scar i will show proudly to all that have eyes. The sweet soul music that is your name will fall upon all who have ears to hear. you may now walk without shoes to your fate in the next life, but the path you now walk was bought with a price that is not worth paying. your soul will float softly to the heavens. the vessell of your carrage is floated upon the tears of those you have left in awe of your passing. i hope that your final moments were filled with the peace you had sought for so long. even in death you were beatiful. you presented yourelf with the dignity of an angel and a beauty that none can compare. I hope you found the escape you wanted, and i hope that you can now feel what you thot was missing for so long. i only wish we could have shown you that you were not alone and even if you could not feel it, we loved you. I will miss you very much, but you will forever be my muse, my freind, my beck.''

RIP Rebecca