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Saturday, July 22, 2006

8:28 AM - You cant go home

i just typed this whole thing out and erased it by accident

but it had a general point

i was drunk.the virgin suicides came on.reminded me of better days.i decided i dont want better days than the ones i live in now.im never moving back to melbourne its a black hole and i hope with all the new responsabilities i have here and all the stuff im now able to do ill forget there ever was a melbourne.and ill forget all the people in it..save the only true friends i have(tim and libby).really im tired of fucking central florida people theres something wrong with all of them and i cant really place it.ive deone what was needed and feel my role there has ended and a new life awaits me.dont call me.dont miss me.dont talk to me.dont try to be my friend.the friends i have are the ones ill keep and i dont want anyone else from there.because once tim and libby leave florida.if ever they do.itll sever my last ties.maybe ill think back years from now and remember all the little things and good times but right now i just want to move on.its really my own battle.a few of you ill keep in touch with....the rest.well....its too bad we werent as good of friends as we should have been/you may have thought..and if you see me in the future i promise you as much.ill be a different person than you remembered.you wont even recognize me.i feel like my lack of change comes from living in the past.but my life has changed all around me.and now im going to start adjusting and leaving my past behind me