My 12-year old son (James Michael "Buck" Postawko) hung himself on Oct. 20th and died while on life support in the early morning hours of Oct. 21.

There is so much guilt I have regarding his death! He was literally my heart! I feel as if I am living a nightmare and cannot wake up.

My fear is that he is up there all alone. None of our family that he really knew has passed yet, and I wonder who is caring for him. He felt so lonely while here, it breaks my heart that he is in Heaven all alone.