A blog about Holly-

Holly,
I wish I could have said that everything would have been just fine. I'm sorry you had to deal with all of the chaos here. I hope you have a way better afterlife, God knows you deserve it... I don't understand why you did it, or why you felt that you had to. Holly we miss you; I miss you. It hurts me and breaks my heart to know that I'm never going to hear you laugh or see you smile again. Holly, you were a little sister to me...We made a pact to be sisters the day we made ourselves "Blood-sisters". I wish we would have talked more often. Maybe if we would have you would still be here. I'm not going to pity myself but i still feel somewhat responsible for what has happened. I'm not going to be the same without you by my side being my partner in crime. I only remember the best times ever when we were hanging out together. I don't remember us ever fighting, actually i don't think we ever did.
I remember when we would go to the mall just to get kicked out of the stores, and the time when I gave you a piggy-back ride and we ran into a bush and both of us got mulch in our hair...*sighs*Or maybe even the time that we played tag at "Fuller" and we annoyed everybody....I remember those days like it was yesterday. And I realize that I took those days for granted. Now I'd give anything to play tag, or run into another bush while giving you a piggy-back ride... Hell, I'd just settle for seeing you laugh again. I never got to say good-bye. But then if I did, I would have to say good-bye to my little sister knowing that things were going to end up this way. You were so full of joy and bursting with energy, you really were my little spaz of a sister... And now I can't get kicked out of a store and have fun because you're not with me.
But Holly, wherever you are, save a place for me right beside you because I miss you so much. You truely were the perfect little sister, and I truely hope that you do rest in peace. You don't have to struggle anymore, and you won't have to feel anymore pain. But there are so many people like me who LOVE you that you left behind...And all of us miss you.

I miss you Holly. And I'll always have you in my thoughts and in my heart...

Love Always & Forever,
Brooke MacKenzie(your big sister)