From a blog -


I just want EVERONE that i know to know that my best friend shot himself because of his family. when i went down there to visit hans i didnt get to spend much time with his family. wonder why? because, they kicked me out for no obvious reason, they where hateful to a point that i dont understand now or ever will. not just to me, but to hans. he had been trying to kill himself for almost 2 1/2 months now. do you think his family knew that? he tried to kill himself with CCC's twice and his family did nothing. then he finally shot himself. sometimes i feel like its my fault, but i did my best. im the reason why he didnt kill himself earlier. but what do you do to a friend that is going to kill himself? i knew it for 2 months and i could not do ANYTHING. i would do anything to have hans back. and if hans' family is reading this i just hope you know, that YES it is your fault. this was a type of friend that i would have always had. but he is gone.... i will never find another friend as good as him, thats what i have said many times and thats what i will say forever. this was one of those best friends that you only find once. hans, im so sorry that i could not be with you.