A myspace blog entry about Claire -

11 Feb 2007

R.I.P Claire Margaret Bailey, 1986-2007.
Category: Life

On the 7th of February, the worst thing that has ever happened in my entire life took place.
It hasn't quite hit me, not totally, yet.
I keep remembering words, actions, thoughts, and it all leads back to her.
The exact words that were said to me when I was told keep running through my head.
I so badly want it all to be over.
I want the funeral, and the wake, and the awkward sympathy, and the constant tears, and the pointless hugs to be all over.
I want it to never have happened.
Fuck, it's so one of those things that they have on the news and shit, or the things that you hear through friends-of-friends when it happens to the cousin of someone they used to go to school with.
It's surreal.
It's wrong.
It's...numbing.
We are all going to miss you horribly, sweetheart.
I hope you feel better now.
With all my love,
Madison.