A blog about Kyle -

So I am casually drifting through the days.

I am wondering when this daze will end.

I am lost and all alone but in reality people come out of the woodwork.

They didn't even know us but to them we have been older than dirt.

You were the one and only,the beginning; I'd hoped the end.

But I got home from work to find that you were all spent.

You were blue on the floor and I was told to do C.P.R.

I don't know how to do it and am I even big enough to try?

I am blowing in your lungs but I am getting no reply.

I thought for a moment that you were still alive but that was only my breath being released from your lips.

You know that of all the people that have come into our life

that none were as important.. I shoulda been your wife.

I want you to know that I cry everyday because obviously I am lost without you.

But it wouldn't be any other way cause it always was just me and you.

A constant reminder constantly that I am totally alone cause you are gone.

It's kinda stupid that our demise is over that stupid cunt "ron".

This poem is an attempt to write my feelings but its actually just a sorrowful plea wishing you back with me.