From a blog -

I wrote this for the 2 people i have personally known to take there lives and although i was not as close to them as i was to alot of other people they still ment a hell of lot to me so walter and chris (walter 3 years ago and now chris so this is more for chris...), i wrote this for you...

Its hard to believe
You've lost a friend
That they took their own life
How could their life
Be so bad
Were they not happy
With the friends they had
Or was their family
That treated them wrong
Was their relationships love
Not that strong
Were drugs involved
alcohol, fear
Could you have helped
If you were there
You helped before
Was it all in vain
Having saved them once
Do yu feel more pain
Did they think
You would be ok
that you wouldnt cry
for them that day
Did they think
their problems would be gone
And that their friends
Would just move on
That it wont be hard
To say goodbye
leting them go
We have to try
To move on
It will be hard
But after we cry,
Put our lives on track
Try to get
Happy feelings back
We will live on
Just for them
And now i must
Say my friend
You were great
Ill never forget
All good times
Like the day we met
But now i must
Leave you be
I pray to god friend
Rest In Peace
It is time
To let you go
And cry for you
One last time
I love you and
Goodbye my freind
I never left you
It was you
Who left me...

Rip Chris Fawcitt