Death submitted by Sandie's daughter, Wendie:

Full Name: Sandie Beckett
Cause of Death: Accidental Drug OD
Additional Information: Love and Miss you much

Wendie's blog:

To all who don't know I lost my mother yesterday. She was my best friend, heart, and at times my strength. Right now I am numb and expecting it to get worse. It feels as if it is a never ending nightmare spiraling out of control. It is a pain and emptiness I have never experienced. I keep trying to tell myself that I can move on, but right now I am having serious doubts about the future. My child will never see her Grammy again. There will be no more holidays that feel the same. Mother's Day is next week and her flowers will be laid on her grave. I will never feel her warmth and love again. I will never see the smile that once lit up a room and a laugh that would warm your heart. She had a way of making things so much easier. If only I had told her all of this before it was too late. Too late to make all the secrets of feelings for her known. I pray she is guiding me through all this and giving the strength I SOOO need right now. The days will get worse and life will move on. How do you proceed after such a tragic loss? I have no answers. I feel like a zombie just going through the motions just to exist. I have a child to care for, friends, and family that I must live for and college to complete. I must graduate for my mother that would be her wish for me. She was so proud of everything I had done. And if I find myself not able to do it for myself, I must do it for my mother. I love you Mommy. Happy Mother's Day. Forever Loved and Missed by all. May god bless you and angels carry you through to be with grandpa in heaven. She now feels no pain or agony. She is in a better place and that I am thankful for.