I do believe in miracles and i believe personally that God is behind those miracles. I could tell you of three specific things that happened to me where i was at the end of my rope and I know God pulled me back. You or others may not believe that it was god but i know it was.
Faith is just a very personal thing. I mean it's the same as me saying that i have a relationship with god. I know i do but anyone can look at me and be like 'how in the hell?'.

As far as respect goes, Im just saying that I would respect you as a person to not sit and yell hell and damnation or whatever at you.

I know i even struggle with babies dying. Why would god let a baby die? Anyone would want to know that. I feel that it's all in gods plan for why things happen.