I don't see your post as the same as CJ's. You're fully acknowledging your part, the risk you took. I'm very glad you didn't end up like any of these women. I don't think these women deserved what happened to them at all. The thing is, even if this guy wasn't seeking out people to infect, had he just had it and did exactly what he did (hooked up with a lot of people), would people be saying the same thing?