Found this while searching another death-
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=441609 25&blogID=306566046
Tuesday, September 04, 2007
R.I.P JAMEY BREWER!
Current mood: okay
Category: Life
WITH JB'S MEMORIAL SERVICE THE OTHER FAY GOT ME REALLY THINKING ALOT. AND THAT IS THERE ISNT ALOT OF TIME FOR THINGS, AND SEEING THINGS GO THE WAY THEY DID, I REALIZED SOMETHING....I WANT FOR WHEN I DIE, A KRUZ SET UP THE WAY WE REMEMBERED HIM AND WHEN IT CAME TIME FOR MY FUNERAL I DONT WANT IT TO BE A SAD SAD ORDEAL... BECAUSE IM NOT KNOWN FOR BEING SAD, FOR THE MOST PART IM EITHER A BITCH OR HAPPY GO LUCKY AND BLONDIE!!! THEREFORE I WANT A TIME TO HAVE FUN AND THINK OF ALL THE BLONDE STUFF THAT I HAVE DONE, IVE DONE ALOT AND I BET BEFORE I DIE I WILL HAVE PLENTY OF MORE!!!! AND ANOTHER THING THAT I WANNA HAVE DONE, IS MY ONE DREAM TO LIVE BY THE BEACH AND IF I DONT MAKE IT BY THERE I WANNA HAVE A REMEMBERENCE BY HAVING THE HAWIIAN FLOWERS THROWN INTO THE OCEAN!!!
FOR THE LONGEST TIME I WAS ALWAYS SCARED OF DIEING AND I STILL AM BUT EVERY SINCE JB HAS PASSED AWAY I HAVE REALIZED ALOT AND WATCHING EVERYONE, INCLUDING MY SELF CRY, I JUST WANT EVREYONE TO THINK AS IT IS A TIME TO REALIZE PEOPLE MOVRE ON TO SO MUCH BETTER PLACES AND A FUNERAL SHOULD BE ONE LAST PARTY FOR A REMEMBERENCE!!!!!
i LOVE YA JB AND ULL ALWAYS HAVE A PLACE IN MY HEART, YOU MADE ME THINK ABOUT LIFE AND ALWAYS THOUGHT TWICE BOUT THINGS! REST IN PEACE HUNNY AND ALWAYS LOOK DOWN ON ME AND MY FAMILY, AND GUIDE US THE RIGHT WAY IN LIFE!!!!!
A friends blog and loads of r.i.p sites and comments like-
http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid =44722236
Baby we are both going through such a hard time right now and i know that we were rocky before this tragic situation but for the most part you have serouisly helped me through this and i love you so much,m even when i have my major mood swings and i tell you that i hate you. im so here for you, whenever ur ready to talk and let everything go im all ears :) i love you so much baby!!!!
Can't find him a myspace or COD.