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    Re: Michelle Crawford - Suicide #63

    [quote author=Gr8Fantasies link=topic=1474.msg1250219#msg1250219 date=1239859473]
    Sue, I you!
    Thank you for the karma not that long ago ....
    I think of you and Michelle often.

    I was just thinking of y'all earlier today...
    I came online and saw recent posts in Michelle's topic and hoped you had been here!

    You are admired and adored more than you could ever realize!


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    Ditto on this 

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    ditto to all of the above statements. i hope she stops by soon.
    One day, your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching.

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    [quote author=butterflykim link=topic=1474.msg1250774#msg1250774 date=1239919837]
    ditto to all of the above statements. i hope she stops by soon.
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    yes.  I miss Sue.

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    [quote author=FemmeFatality link=topic=1474.msg1250965#msg1250965 date=1239937544]
    yes.   I miss Sue.
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    PM her.  She will answer!  xoxoxox Sue

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    Just popped in to take a glance @ Michelle's thread, and saw that several of you posted here somewhat recently.  I did not realize that until just today.  So I wanted to take the time to say thank you to each of you again for all your kindness to me ... it has been of so much help to me, just to know that people still think of us, and I appreciate you for that.    Thanks, also, for the ones who sent emails/pm's to me.  You are so kind to think of us.  So I thought perhaps I should give a little update, without getting off topic ...

    Tomorrow will be the 3-yr. mark of Michelle's passing.  If I 'look', I can tell you that I can still see her face that day, after I guided her to the chair, after I cut her down ... her lips, blue ... her face, forever etched with sadness.  I only mention it, again, because if there would ever be anyone reading her thread that would perhaps be thinking of taking their own life, you would stop and think long and hard.  I caught myself the other night realizing that in the back of my mind, I still sometimes have a feeling of waiting for something ... and it hit me that subconsciously, I sometimes still am waiting for her to come home.  Even after all this time ...  Then, of course, I realized that she will not ... that she never will again, at least not here.

    Our family is slowly getting back on our feet, emotionally speaking.  But Michelle, the gift ... she's not forgotten.  I still have pictures of her everywhere ... some who have lost their children, take down all their pictures, etc, and I can understand that, and I don't condemn them for that.  It hurts so much to see them.  But on the other hand, it is good to see her smiling.  That's how I want to be able to remember her, those pictures can somewhat be super-imposed over the last real-life picture I had of her, the one of her in her coffin.

    Thanks again to Mike, for all that your site does, and for those who have let Michelle touch your life.  Take care!   

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    you are awesome. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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    Will be thinking of you tomorrow miss*chelle*chelle. Keep strong xx

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    [quote author=miss*chelle*chelle link=topic=1474.msg437588#msg437588 date=1183073226]
    I find myself as a Mom not wanting to leave people with the 'worst' pics of Michelle, so please bear with me while I post 3 more.  That will be all ... These next 2 are from her 27th b-day, the last one she let me celebrate her with (and I said that correctly) ...




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    Hey Sue! It's so nice to see you round these parts again! How are you?
    Anyone who says onions make you cry has clearly never been hit in the face with a turnip.

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    Re: Michelle Crawford - Suicide #63

    Sue! I've missed you so much! I hope that you're doing okay.  It's nice to see you posting.  :kiss3:

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    Sue!  Love!  Hope you are well.  I love when you pop in!  You brighten my day :) xoxoxoxo

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    Hi Sue,

    I just went through the entire thread in the past couple of days.  I feel like it was fate that made me read it.  I will explain more in a PM to you, but my Daddy passed away 6 months ago yesterday so I was at a very perilous place emotionally.  My mom came home from a cruise last night and she and I talked about Michelle, her life and the photographical history you have of her.  Our family is the same in so many respects, the photos could easily have been taken from our own albums.  I was the youngest of four, Michelle was the oldest.  I am by far closer to my parents (now just my mom) than my other siblings, and she told me that if she were ever to lose me to suicide she would literally not have the strength to go on and she would die.

    The poem to Michelle you wrote and the description of the utter despair you experienced really hit home with me, and I want to tell you that I thank you.  Again more info in the PM to come.  You have the strength that I know you probably never imagined you'd have and never hoped you'd need.  I am honored and my life is touched by Michelle and by you.

    Thank you so very much!

    Always go to other people's funerals, otherwise they won't come to yours.  - Yogi Berra

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    [quote author=Tarren link=topic=1474.msg1397851#msg1397851 date=1254053560]
    Hey Sue! It's so nice to see you round these parts again! How are you?
    [/quote][quote author=Natasha_XO link=topic=1474.msg1397876#msg1397876 date=1254063009]
    Sue! I've missed you so much! I hope that you're doing okay.  It's nice to see you posting.  :kiss3:
    [/quote][quote author=missberi link=topic=1474.msg1397887#msg1397887 date=1254064501]
    Sue!  Love!  Hope you are well.  I love when you pop in!  You brighten my day :) xoxoxoxo
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    Love to all of you!  You just made my whole day, to say the least.  I so, so much appreciate you for thinking of us! 

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    [quote author=Sweet Melissa link=topic=1474.msg1399143#msg1399143 date=1254179744]
    Hi Sue,

    I just went through the entire thread in the past couple of days.  I feel like it was fate that made me read it.  I will explain more in a PM to you, but my Daddy passed away 6 months ago yesterday so I was at a very perilous place emotionally.  My mom came home from a cruise last night and she and I talked about Michelle, her life and the photographical history you have of her.  Our family is the same in so many respects, the photos could easily have been taken from our own albums.  I was the youngest of four, Michelle was the oldest.  I am by far closer to my parents (now just my mom) than my other siblings, and she told me that if she were ever to lose me to suicide she would literally not have the strength to go on and she would die.

    The poem to Michelle you wrote and the description of the utter despair you experienced really hit home with me, and I want to tell you that I thank you.  Again more info in the PM to come.  You have the strength that I know you probably never imagined you'd have and never hoped you'd need.  I am honored and my life is touched by Michelle and by you.

    Thank you so very much!


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    Thank you so very much for sharing that, Melissa, truly ... And I'm so thankful that you & your Mom talked, and you've done a turn-around about this.  One of the things that is most heart-breaking about losing Michelle is the fact that she could feel that hopeless, that much in despair.  I think she never fully realized how much we all really did love her.  It's my prayer that her story has caused others to re-think, just as in your case.  I'm so thankful that something so good could come out of something so horrible, and so tragic.   

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    [quote author=miss*chelle*chelle link=topic=1474.msg1399984#msg1399984 date=1254268017]
    Thank you so very much for sharing that, Melissa, truly ... And I'm so thankful that you & your Mom talked, and you've done a turn-around about this.  One of the things that is most heart-breaking about losing Michelle is the fact that she could feel that hopeless, that much in despair.  I think she never fully realized how much we all really did love her.  It's my prayer that her story has caused others to re-think, just as in your case.  I'm so thankful that something so good could come out of something so horrible, and so tragic.    
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    Thank YOU, for sharing with us.

    It means so much.

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    Re: Michelle Crawford - Suicide #63

    Here's a picture back before Michelle got really messed up on her meds that my mom found.

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    Hi, this is Michelle's mom, previously known as miss*chelle*chelle!!.  Forgot my password, and after several requests for a link to change it (never did receive an email for that, & def checked my spam folder, etc ...), I decided to just re-register.  Mom-eee is what Michelle always wrote, whenever she'd get me a card, leave me a note, etc ...

    [quote author=cj2006 link=topic=1474.msg1522194#msg1522194 date=1264802874]
    Here's a picture back before Michelle got really messed up on her meds that my mom found.[/quote]

    Thank you so, soooooo much for posting that picture!!  Weird things happen ... I came on this evening, debating whether or not to post in Michelle's thread, and what a wonderful surprise to see this picture!!  Thank you!!

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    Was going through my mother's things a couple of weeks ago, and came across this one of Michelle that I'd sent to my Mom years ago ...



    So seriously, I just had to post it ...

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    Re: Michelle Crawford - Suicide #63

    Michelle would have been 33 on the 8th of this month.  And I guess I wanted to give her thread a bump, too, on the hopes that once again, someone's life would be changed ...

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    Re: Michelle Crawford - Suicide #63

    Hi Sue.
    So good to see you and always wonderful to see more pictures of Michelle.

    One of the mods may be able to help you with the password issue.
    You can't pm until you have 10 posts...but maybe one of them will come in the thread and help you out.

    Hugs

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    [quote author=Mom-eee link=topic=1474.msg1522301#msg1522301 date=1264811845]
    Michelle would have been 33 on the 8th of this month.  And I guess I wanted to give her thread a bump, too, on the hopes that once again, someone's life would be changed ...
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    xoxoxo.  You have change my life.

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    [quote author=Mom-eee link=topic=1474.msg1522301#msg1522301 date=1264811845]
    Michelle would have been 33 on the 8th of this month.  And I guess I wanted to give her thread a bump, too, on the hopes that once again, someone's life would be changed ...
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    [quote author=Mom-eee link=topic=1474.msg1522301#msg1522301 date=1264811845]
    Michelle would have been 33 on the 8th of this month.  And I guess I wanted to give her thread a bump, too, on the hopes that once again, someone's life would be changed ...
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    You have truly honored your daughters memory and I am sure she is proud of how you are finding strength out of such a tragic event.   

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    [quote author=merdeath link=topic=1474.msg1522392#msg1522392 date=1264821097]
    xoxoxo.  You have change my life.
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    i have to agree with you on this.
    sue, you are so amazing!
    One day, your life will flash before your eyes. Make sure it's worth watching.

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    Re: Michelle Crawford - Suicide #63

    [quote author=Gr8Fantasies link=topic=1474.msg1522320#msg1522320 date=1264813771]
    Hi Sue.
    So good to see you and always wonderful to see more pictures of Michelle.

    One of the mods may be able to help you with the password issue.
    You can't pm until you have 10 posts...but maybe one of them will come in the thread and help you out.

    Hugs
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    Thanks so much for the info, and thanks for the hug ... you were always so kind to me, and I appreciate your help. 

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