[quote author=MorbidCuriousity link=topic=1474.msg77801#msg77801 date=1161091944]
You're the TOP retard.Â* Maybe like the Queen or something.
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awww, I can see a thread full of idiots.... I just lost my breakfast over the particular thread, some people have gone waaay down in my book. hahahaha You probably know which thread that is.
[quote author=soggyshoes link=topic=1474.msg77805#msg77805 date=1161092304]
awww, I can see a thread full of idiots.... I just lost my breakfast over the particular thread, some people have gone waaay down in my book. hahahaha You probably know which thread that is.
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Nope, direct me oh wise one.
[quote author=MorbidCuriousity link=topic=1474.msg77807#msg77807 date=1161092398]
Nope, direct me oh wise one.
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Ok I pmed it.
[quote author=MorbidCuriousity link=topic=1474.msg77798#msg77798 date=1161091730]
I have definitely shifted gears. I was playing "nice mod" as best I could and I realized that a large portion of MDS members are mentally deficient. My tolerance has run low. Don't pester me! Sarcastic Terisa is BACK, baby.
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You best not be talking about me!
[quote author=budweiserdrinker link=topic=1474.msg78406#msg78406 date=1161110470]
You best not be talking about me!
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Well, DUH!
[quote author=soggyshoes link=topic=1474.msg77805#msg77805 date=1161092304]
awww, I can see a thread full of idiots.... I just lost my breakfast over the particular thread, some people have gone waaay down in my book. hahahaha You probably know which thread that is.
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And THAT best not be me. 
[quote author=red01angel link=topic=1474.msg78418#msg78418 date=1161110923]
And THAT best not be me.Â*
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hate to ask, but nosey that I am....Has anyone heard from CJ? I checked his MS, no log on in several days. I know he was going on a vacation. Shrugs shoulders.....
On some level. we'd all like to know what's next and be assured that the choices we're making are the right ones. But there's no substitue for following your own instincts"?* Mary Teller
[quote author=FortuneMonkey link=topic=1474.msg78419#msg78419 date=1161111107]
hate to ask, but nosey that I am....Has anyone heard from CJ? I checked his MS, no log on in several days. I know he was going on a vacation. Shrugs shoulders.....
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He's been blogging sad blogs. :-(
The most recent being posted today - so he's around.
I really hope he finds happiness and fulfillment in the next move he decides to take.
[quote author=red01angel link=topic=1474.msg78426#msg78426 date=1161111286]
He's been blogging sad blogs.Â* Â*:-(
The most recent being posted today - so he's around.
I really hope he finds happiness and fulfillment in the next move he decides to take.
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Ah, well, i really hope he's ok. I read in a different forum, not here, that Michelle's family, some, lived in NC. I wonder if that's why he went there.?????
On some level. we'd all like to know what's next and be assured that the choices we're making are the right ones. But there's no substitue for following your own instincts"?* Mary Teller
[quote author=FortuneMonkey link=topic=1474.msg78430#msg78430 date=1161111459]
Ah, well, i really hope he's ok. I read in a different forum, not here, that Michelle's family, some, lived in NC. I wonder if that's why he went there.?????
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Doubt it.
You should read his latest blog - it's a very touching poem about Michelle.
I'd post it here, but he has a habit of writing then deleting his blogs, so I'd rather have permission from the author. :-)
So, have we discovered Michelle's mode of suicide yet? I am still so unsettled by her choice to end her life. I mean CJ has proven to be interesting to say the least but why kill yourself? She seemed so intelligent and talented. What a waste...
emos, hippies and GOATS... oh my
[quote author=mydeathspaceaddict link=topic=1474.msg78522#msg78522 date=1161116023]
So, have we discovered Michelle's mode of suicide yet?Â* I am still so unsettled by her choice to end her life.Â* I mean CJ has proven to be interesting to say the least but why kill yourself?Â* She seemed so intelligent and talented.Â* What a waste...
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No one knows for sure, there are rumors. But, the bottom line is this young, talented woman felt the need to end her life. Some questions will never be answered. I have been in contact with folks I know in Fla, ( my home state)..in fact, I'm from Naples, which is about a half hour from Ft. Myers. Where all this happened. No-one has been able to find out anything. All very hush-hush. I find that sad, Michelle's story needs to be told. Hell, it might save a life or two, or three hundred. Hopefully CJ checks in soon.
On some level. we'd all like to know what's next and be assured that the choices we're making are the right ones. But there's no substitue for following your own instincts"?* Mary Teller
[quote author=mydeathspaceaddict link=topic=1474.msg78522#msg78522 date=1161116023]
So, have we discovered Michelle's mode of suicide yet?Â* I am still so unsettled by her choice to end her life.Â* I mean CJ has proven to be interesting to say the least but why kill yourself?Â* She seemed so intelligent and talented.Â* What a waste...
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The bottom line is she probably would have killed herself whether we ever met.
That is probably true, I am sure that It would have ended up this way whatever happened in her life. Some people are just destined to do shit like this!
[quote author=cj2006 link=topic=1474.msg78604#msg78604 date=1161120979]
The bottom line is she probably would have killed herself whether we ever met.
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Hi. 
[quote author=cj2006 link=topic=1474.msg78604#msg78604 date=1161120979]
The bottom line is she probably would have killed herself whether we ever met.
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[glow=red,2,300]CJ[/glow] oh how I have missed ya>>>>>
On some level. we'd all like to know what's next and be assured that the choices we're making are the right ones. But there's no substitue for following your own instincts"?* Mary Teller
[quote author=cj2006 link=topic=1474.msg78604#msg78604 date=1161120979]
The bottom line is she probably would have killed herself whether we ever met.
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Very true, I knowthat when I was depressed, nothing made me happy (but a bunch of ProzacÂ* :-D).Â* In fact, a guy that I had been dying to ask me out finally did and I didn't even care.Â* Didn't even go on the date.Â* Â*
How are you doing CJ? You are missed here.
[quote author=cj2006 link=topic=1474.msg78604#msg78604 date=1161120979]
The bottom line is she probably would have killed herself whether we ever met.
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CJ..your story and Michelle's needs to be told. You could help tp save lives. PLease get hold of me, and let's talk. I do care CJ
Dawn...damn..I posted my real name.... :roll:
On some level. we'd all like to know what's next and be assured that the choices we're making are the right ones. But there's no substitue for following your own instincts"?* Mary Teller
[quote author=FortuneMonkey link=topic=1474.msg78634#msg78634 date=1161121846]
CJ..your story and Michelle's needs to be told. You could help tp save lives. PLease get hold of me, and let's talk. I do care CJ
Dawn...damn..I posted my real name.... :roll:
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Oh My God! Considering the fact that you are the ONLY Dawn on the North American continent, I SO know who you are now! I am on my way to your house...and I expect food...really good food...and RUM...lots of rum!
People do what they know; when they know better, they do better....Maya Angelou
Delta Dawn?
[quote author=MorbidCuriousity link=topic=1474.msg78751#msg78751 date=1161129666]
Delta Dawn?
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YES!!! And I knew by that flower she had on!!!!
People do what they know; when they know better, they do better....Maya Angelou
[quote author=psygrad link=topic=1474.msg78850#msg78850 date=1161133522]
YES!!! And I knew by that flower she had on!!!!
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Faded rose.
C.J. nice to hear from you.
How are you?
and I agree, chances are she always had it in her to kill herself- I just wish she hadn't. I can not even imagine how you feel...
emos, hippies and GOATS... oh my
[quote author=mydeathspaceaddict link=topic=1474.msg78953#msg78953 date=1161137043]
C.J. nice to hear from you.
How are you?
and I agree, chances are she always had it in her to kill herself- I just wish she hadn't.Â* I can not even imagine how you feel...
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He feels angry because he is being blamed for her death, he hates her, he's happy about some of the memories they shared, he is depressed, he loves her!! One minute he feels like he can't go on living without her and the next he thinks he's better off without her!!!
And worse yet, he feels all of those things in an instant!! It's a whirlwind!! A rollercoaster ride that he didn't buy a ticket to get on!!
But!! It's normal!! All survivors of suicide feel that way!!
Survivors of suicide? :?
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