I cannot fucking sleep! It's 130am and no matter how hard I try to be sleepy I am just not. Ugh. I am sure there are several factors playing in here, I am alone in the house with my daughter, there are usually other people here. I am paranoid about taking xanax because of that chick who died. And my ex husband is coming to pick my daughter up in the morning, taking her for the whole day, for the first time.
Please - sleep gods have mercy on my soul..... do not let me be awake till 4 fucking am, again.