My 1st post. I have been on this site and others like it for years. Death doesn't scare me and I don't find anything weird about being curious about it. Seeing people/animals in pain breaks my heart though.

Anyhoo, I was wondering if there has been a death that anyone felt drawn to for some uknown reason. I would love to hear about it and why you think you have been thinking about it. Mine happened recently. Whenever I'm reading a post on here and I decide to see if I can find any other info, sometimes I end up on medical examiners sites, like LA county. I was researching a different death and came across Kian Shahriary. He was 16yrs old last year when he died from a suicide. No FB, no obit, no other info that I could find. There seemed to be a memorial video on YouTube posted for someone with the same name, but the person who posted it (Jordan Shahriary) had a FB that was posting some pretty regular shit around the time of death, so I ruled that out. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H1fti6XokJU&t=8s

The only thing I could find was a couple of random You tube vids that I believe was posted by the real Kian Shahriary. Playing a video game, hitting a baseball, but then one video in a community centre program or something like that where someone was bullying him and he tried to complain to the adult and the adult yelled at him https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLFBJzzcnUA. I just felt sadness in my soul for this kid. I've been checking his medical examiners page https://mec.lacounty.gov/case-detail...ber=2019-02267 every so often and I dont really know why. My best guess is the empathy part of it. If you find any other info on Kian, or want to share your own story- please post!