A piece of my heart has been ripped away. Healing is inevitable, scars are certain. For 9 years we walked this road together my friend. We talked so many times of a new chapter. You possessed a heart that the darkness of this world did not deserve. We got busy and abandoned our plan, a bell I cannot unring. Though tempted since you've been gone, I will not live any more moments in the 'what if'. I will not relive our plans as they are only a contradiction of His plan. Your absence will follow me all of my remaining days, but your laugh, your smile, you have left me to steady my way. I will never believe I did not let you down but I will forever cherish the opportunity I was given to know you, to lead you, to love you. I know God is smiling at you. Truly, the cross has made you flawless. Rest, my son, until we meet again in eternity.
Brent Johnson - June 19 at 04:03 AM