[quote author=decorusnex link=topic=6444.msg1522469#msg1522469 date=1264830779]
For xmas I got my dad a slide scanner since all the pictures we have from growing up are slides, not actual photos. Was looking at them with my mom and she remarked how happy I was as a kid. Just because you smile on the outside doesn't mean you mean it from the inside. :| I may have smiled for pictures but I wasn't happy, still am not. At this point I don't think it is possible.
I feel exactly that way too.