[quote author=The Joker link=topic=6444.msg988897#msg988897 date=1220100722]
The one thing that annoys me the most, i say one however it will probably be several...
When people such as myself who have had one or more failed attempts in the past, are then completely ignored when expressing a massive interest in suicide once more. Noone takes me seriously its as though they think, he wont do it and if he does, oh well. Seriously i wish people would take the warning signs more seriously rather than..
Waiting until its too late, then blaming themselves or turnign roudn and saying "how could you be so selfish?" "how could you do this to me?" and then several so called 'friends' use your death to get sympathy for themselves. Its fucking pathetic and disgusts me completely.
I know it has been a few weeks since this post....but dont ever think that everyone is ignoring you or not taking you seriously. Recently I went to a family members house when I got out of work ( Im 21, and my mother called bc she was fighting with her sister) and although her and my mother had both been drinking my mother had told me that her sister threatened to commit suicide. At the time that she told me...my aunt was upstairs putting her daughter back to bed (who I guess had woken up when the two of them were fighting..she has twins) and I didnt know what to do.I soon realized that they both had been drinking and Well I cornered my aunt and asked her if she had actually threatened to kill herself..and she admitted telling my mother that she was going to kill herself bc my mother (her oldest sister) had told her that she was a bad mom. As I tried to calm my aunt down...who has a history or mental health problems...my mother was calling 911..for what I think was a personal gain. at this point I had my aunt screaming to hang up...and since I knew that emergency personnel would call back/respond to a hang up I did what she asked. Immediately the phone rang after I hung up and I tried to say everything was ok...and the officer on the other end said he had to respond...I simply asked that they not use the sirens bc children were in the house. Before they arrive I ran upstairs to find the girls...I heard one of them cryingg but could not find them...each had a tent made over their bed. After calling their name I heard their father yelling...I walked into the master bedroom and explained the situation using 'code' names hoping the little ones woudlnt understand. Her husband didnt seem to care so I had to lie to the children about why the police department, as well as 2 ambulances and fire trucks were outside their window...all the while trying to avoid having my mother get a fine for being drunk in public. As I