I, too, was growing up in Pennsylvania when that Dwyer suicide happened. I was about 14, and I remember seeing a large photo of him with that gun in his mouth on the front page of the local paper; it always haunted me. Until today, I'd never seen that video - I know some aren't bothered by it, but it's definitely not something I ever need to see again...Urgh...R.I.P. R. Budd...