D, WHAT DO I SAY TO YOU ????????
I STILL DON'T KNOW. THE OTHER DAY WHEN WE SPOKE IN PRIVATE....YOU WERE THE STRONG WOMAN I WHATCHED YOU BECOME.....I KNOW YOU WERE THERE FOR HIM, HE JUST COULDN'T SEE IT. I APPRECIATE YOU GIVING ME DETAILS I NEEDED...I KNOW IT WASN'T EASY. I AM, AND ALWAYS WILL BE, JOSHIENA. SUNDAY, I AM PREPARED TO BE THE STRONGEST I HAVE EVER BEEN...AND I WILL BE. I HOPE I WASN'T TO AGGRESSIVE W/ YOU. I AM HURTING TOO, I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND IT. WILL I EVER? HMMMMM....MAYBE NOT. YOU ARE AN INCREDIBLE WOMAN, AND YOU KNOW I KNOW THAT. IF EVER A FATHERLY DEED IS NEEDED...IT WOULD BE MY PLEASURE TO HELP THE BOYS...YOU KNOW I AM GOOD W/ THEM CAUSE I AM SILLY AND A KID (LIKE A)...I ENJOY BEING AROUND THEM...THEY ARE HIM AND YOU. SEEING THEM, MADE ME SMILE, NOT CRY. ALL MY LOVE.