I may be the only one on Shayna's side, but I can seriously relate to her. I've been emotionally and mentally abused. I told a guy (Rob) that I thought liked me about my dad molesting me. He later told me to go, "Suck my dad's cock." He also told me that I was trash and that I'd never amount to anything. I also had another guy (Jesse) tell me the same thing that I'd never amount to anything. Right now, I'm feeling really sick of my anxiety being brought on by feeling like I can't do anything right. Thinking that I don't know what I'm doing. These guys brought me to this stage where I cannot trust myself!
So yes, I can relate to Shayna giving Ryan the nose job that she thought he deserved. The first guy, Jesse, I thought I loved him even though he hid our relationship from the world. He was vain and abused steroids. And yes, I've thought about shooting him in the face, because of all the emotional pain that he has caused me and if I knew I could get away with it (which I know I cannot, thank you Shayna for letting me learn from your mistake), I would happily give him a nose job. I pray almost every day that Jesse and Rob will die a painful death. They both deserve it.
I'm sorry for ranting, but all these emotions have been bubbling inside of me and I don't feel like I can turn to my Facebook friends. I do see a counselor. I just wished that I could turn off my brain every time I think that I need to wash my hands, because whatever I touched has come in contact with bleach, and it will make me go blind. I hope one day that I can believe in myself again.
My point is, you and I don't know what exactly happened that night, or the many months that they were together. He could've brought her to the same place that I'm at and she finally had enough. I hope Shayna gets out sooner, because if she was being abused, she doesn't deserve to rot in jail for many years. I honestly think her defense attorneys sucked! They didn't try to offer a better defense. I've found out that Shayna didn't know about Miss Ohio until the discovery phase of her case. I'm not sure if I truly believe my source, but if that's the case and it comes out in the retrial, the prosecutors better have more evidence then putting a bunch of jailhouse snitches on the stand. Also, I truly don't believe that Shayna is getting a fair trial since the judge is friends with Ryan's family. She needs a new judge and for her case to be moved to another jurisdiction.
I think I'm done with my ranting. Thanks if you read all that.