Who the fuck are you, reposting my blogs to talk shit about them? ESPECIALLY about my husband, and my life, and STALKING me and being up to date.
What is it to you that my MOTHER took photos at my husbands funeral, or that I hugged and yes, KISSED my husband for the LAST time before I would NEVER see him again. and yes, it is a CROSS on his chest, ashes and holy oil, THE PRIEST put that there as he prayed for Brendon. and the Photo is an ULTRASOUND photo of our SON.
Yes, I went through ALL the stages of grief, and didn't start to get better until MONTHS after I had my son. And here almost 2 years later, I still cry and hurt over the unexpected loss of him. as for the name of my son, I was going to give him his fathers name because its what BRENDONS mother wanted, but when it came to it, I wanted my son to have his OWN name.
Yeah, I finally started to move on, and date, because I realized I could not live being miserable and alone, for Gods sake, I was only 19 fucking years old! And my son deserves to have a good man in his life. and NO, I have NOT re-married.. I was engaged but called it off shortly after because I'm not sure I'm ready to make a big step like that, because I still live with the grief of losing the love of my life.
Are you seriously so fucking bored with your life that you have to go in to OTHER peoples lives and stalk them and everything they do and say and criticize what they're doing and talking down when they are clearly HURTING from LOSING somebody.
Who "joins" a site called MyDeathPage... are you serious???????? I only found this because of typing my husband name into google, and was really confused when I saw something like this because I know I never heard of a site like this. and only "joined" so that I could respond to your extremely low posts about my husband.. go ahead and repost my message to you, I wouldn't be surprised seeing as you have no life of your own, and have probably never lost someone you're close to. But I would prefer rather if you would DELETE everything you posted that has to do with me and my family.
& to the people about my posts being dark.. yeah... no shit... because those were dark times, everything was confusing, horrible people were going out of there way to tell me horrible things while i was in a very vulnerable state.
AND IF YOU ALL REALLY HAVE TO KNOW the autopsy came back and they only found a small amount of alcohol in his system, no drugs... and his heart was enlarged. Which ironically is the same way his grandfather died. So most likely it is a heart problem that runs in his family.
I looked for my husband for TWELVE hours before one of his friends finally contacted me and told me he knew where he could be, and drove me there, which is where I found out he was dead, never saw him until EIGHT days after he passed, because police took him for an autopsy before contacting ANY of his family... so try to imagine that.