January 27th, 2012
Posted on August 9, 2012
I love my husband Brendon, so much. and it BREAKS MY HEART to see how many people are completely disrespecting him. HE WOULD NOT WANT ANY OF THIS.
and I hope you all get over yourselves and leave ME and HIS SON and HIM alone!
AGAIN THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN SUPPORTIVE AND THOSE OF YOU WHO REALLY DID LOVE BRENDON AND HELPED OUT WITH EVERYTHING!! I know Brendon would appreciate that so much.
Rest In Peace, Brendon♥
You out of all people know the love I have for you.
and I even remember you saying at one point “Nobody knows how we feel about each other except for us, no one could know how deep our love is, because they are not us.”
a husband who “hates” his wife, would not say so many sweet things to her.
i don’t believe any of you tried helping him when he was struggling with alcohol and drugs. I was the only one brave enough to let him take his anger out on me because it was HARD for him trying to come off of it, and i seem to be the only one who was telling him not to do it and when i would take something away from him (like a beer) or nag at him because he was taking pills right in front of me, that made him mad and want to talk crap to people he’s “close” to about me.
but you know what, AFTER Brendon would get out of the mind set that he NEEDED those things, he would THANK me for not letting him, THANK ME for HELPING him, and would open up and tell me how he had to get out of what he was doing, that he needed to get away from all the temptation, that he needed to get out of Arkansas.
but he never once made me doubt US, I knew and HE knew that he needed help.
and the fact some of you people are blaming his death on me is pathetic, why don’t you look at yourselves, i highly doubt YOU tried to help him in any way.
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he would always tell me i’d never find anyone else in the world that loves me as much as he does.
and from things that have happened between us, i know for a fact he never wanted to lose me or leave me, that would devastate him, and not only him, but ME TOO! it’s sad that some people didn’t see how loving Brendon was and that he would never do anything to hurt me OR anyone else for that matter. and people trying to make me believe that he did is f-d up. and i find that to be totally disrespectful to him.
I wish i could just talk to Brendon right now because I know he would be reassuring me and making me feel alright and 100% confident. this seriously all makes me sick to my stomach, i wish Brendon was here.
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My heart is sunk and moist is eye,
As nothing is more painful than the last good-bye.
These two words would change my life forever,
As a life without you, I thought never.
Remember that time together we spent,
Like a wind of joy that came and went.
Now we stand at the road’s end,
To choose our path and our lives to mend.
I hope that God will make up for this loss,
And maybe in future our roads will cross.
Till then I thank you for the moments we shared,
And for me, so much, you loved and cared.
Good-Bye to you, oh my soul beloved,
To the good old relationship that we both served.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=exOrzs4-r54
It’s like Brendon wrote this song for me.
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Something Sweet Brendon LeRoy Wheat Wrote For Me Last Valentines Day. 2011.
You Are My Heart; My Life; My love; My Soul;
The one who completes me and makes me whole.
You’re the feeling I get that never goes away;
Through good times and bad, I know that you’ll stay.
Words cannot express how much you mean to me.
I’ll spend the rest of my life making sure that you see,
For better or worse, til’ death to us part.
Christina Janelle Temple, I give you my heart.
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Brendon LeRoy Wheat, You really were the best husband anyone could ever ask for. I love you so much, nothing anyone does or says will EVER change that. baby likes kicking me when it gets close to bed time.
I love it so much, wish Brendon could experience all this with me.
I know he wanted to, he was so excited about all this.
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tLpsD..._order&list=UL
I’ve always loved Dido, and this is one of my favorite songs.
it makes me think of Brendon ever since i knew him.
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