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Cheryl Kosewicz (35) commited suicide after being eliminated from the reality television series Pirate Master
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Published: Jul 31, 2007 @ 11:12 PM
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Cheryl Kosewicz (35)
Date:
Jul 27, 2007
Suicide by:
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Location:
Reno, Nevada
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A WOMAN who appeared on a Channel Ten reality show has died in an apparent suicide after posting a note on MySpace partially blaming the series for the events leading up to her death.
American Cheryl Kosewicz, a 35-year-old deputy district attorney was found dead in her Nevada home from an apparent suicide last week after being the fourth eliminated contestant on the CBS series Pirate Master.
The show, hosted by Australian actor Cameron Daddo, was axed by CBS in the US last week and while it has proved a fizzer for Channel Ten the network is still airing the treasure finding reality show in the graveyard slot of Sunday afternoons.
Kosewicz's death occurred less than two months after her boyfriend, 26-year-old heavy machinery operator Ryan O'Neil also took his own life.
Fans have swamped the MySpace and Facebook pages of the show and the contestants, who have also used the websites to express their shock and grief over the death.
According to her MySpace posting, being part of the Pirate Master series caused problems in their relationship.
'I'm lost'
"Truthfully, I've lost the strong Cheryl and I'm just floating around lost," she wrote in a June 28 comment on the MySpace account of fellow contestant Nessa Nemir.
"And this frik'n show doesn't help because it was such a contention between Ryan and I and plus its not getting good reviews.
"Then I made National Enquirer today so I'm just hitting it big....the hits keep on coming."
She then suggested the pair plan a trip together in August.
On her own MySpace page, Kosewicz wrote: "Through thick and thin my friends, family and co-workers have been there for me.....even when I refused their help and support.
"Thank you so much for the support and love. I will forever and always be thankful. Until we meet again.........."
Another contestant, Joy, wrote on her MySpace blog: "Cheryl I am hurting.....hurting so bad because there was so much more I wanted to tell you and do with you.
"I will always remember our laughs, our cries, and every single moment I will cherish it always."
She had written that she was using the site "to keep into contact with the dear friends and family of the love of my life Ryan O'Neil whom just recently passed away".
On the official Pirate Master MySpace page, the profile's manager wrote: "My deepest sympathies to Cheryl's family and friends. My thoughts and prayers are with them during this difficult time.
"Cheryl, you will be loved and missed by many but never forgotten."
The news of her death was also posted on the show's Facebook page. "She was a strong woman, a tough competitor and she will be missed," the note on the page read.
Fans left message of shock and condolence on both pages.
Kosewicz was the fourth contestant to be eliminated in the show, filmed in Dominica earlier this year, which pits 16 contestants against each other in an attempt to find hidden treasure.
It is the second suicide involving a production by Mark Burnett, the creator of Survivor.
In 2005 American boxer Najai "Nitro" Turpin fatally shot himself after an episode in which he starred in the boxing reality show The Contender aired.
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51 responses to this article...
MorbidlyLovely
on
Aug 01, 2007 at 1:17 AM
The article mentions she posted on her MySpace about how the TV show was to blame, but I couldn't find any such comment so perhaps someone removed it after her suicide or maybe it was a bulletin.
However, I think this might have contributed to her suicide:
Who I'd like to meet:
I'm not trying to meet anyone really. Alot of my friends think myspace is the best invention ever so I guess its just another mindless lazy way to stay in contact with those peeps. So I'll give it a try. But most importantly to keep into contact with the dear friends and family of the
love of my life Ryan O'Neil whom just recently passed away.
RIP Cheryl [size=4pt] Now I'm off to see if there's a MySpace for Ryan O'Neil!!![/size]
Wick
on
Aug 01, 2007 at 1:46 AM
I think the reference was to a bulletin she posted so we wont see it. Anyway you're, right I'm sure it was more due to the loss of her man. Maybe the whole reality show thing was just the final straw?
death roe
on
Aug 01, 2007 at 2:16 AM
Especially since he also offed himself two months ago. Her comments are interesting, her friends are responding to her getting booted and the show being canceled here in the US.
MrMojo
on
Aug 01, 2007 at 4:19 AM
I hate speculating on why people do these things because ultimately, short of a pre-mortem manifesto, there's no way to really know. It's morbid, but it's also hard not to do it.
I actually registered here just to add this comment on Cheryls death - while I didn't know her, and had only seen a small part of who she was via the show, she struck me as a very strong woman. It was unfortunate she was bundled out of the show so early, but them's the brakes in any competition.
Having lost people very close to me through suicide myself, I know how profoundly it affects you so I can imagine her partners death would have been a far greater burden than the outcome of a gameshow (or stresses her part in the show may or may not have added to their relationship). It's worth noting, however, other articles on Cheryl (including her own Bio on the CBS website) explain that as a Deputy District Attorney her specialisation was in prosecuting murderers and child molesters.
That's the kind of work that comes home with you, remains resident in the back of your mind.
I don't envy her at all for the horrors she'd have had to deal with in her job, and I suspect she was a much stronger & more courageous person than we might have otherwise expected for having been able to carry that burden.
Most of the stories on this site are tragic but this one seems, to me, to have that extra resonance. Perhaps for involving someone who (as a public figure) is that much less anonymous than the other unfortunates who grace these pages.
MAVEN
on
Aug 01, 2007 at 4:42 AM
wow. poor thing. i tried to watch the show but didn't find it that interesting. i'm sure there are a multitude of problems this young woman had. you just feel so badly for them that they choose the most final solution available.
rip cheryl
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